I am still very angry with Ron. I am having a hard time forgiving him. I wish I had made a different choice. But maybe not. Things happened how they were supposed to. But I just don't want to be angy anymore.
Getting through things like this is like walking a spiral. You've come back to what seems like the same spot, but it is at a different level. You'll come back to it again, I think, but at yet another level. Eventually you'll get to such a distant level it won't get to you anymore except to observe that you have yet one new bit of understanding.
Thanks guys. It just seems never ending. I thought I was past it. But sometimes things just pop back up in my life and it reminds me of how much pain I was in. I am so glad to be past it, but sometimes I kick myself for not getting out of it sooner. What happened to me!??!
I wish there was something I could do to help you. I do know that things will get better over time. You have every right to be upset and angry, and it'll pass eventually. Keep the faith and keep busy! :-)
There's nothing wrong with you: Sometimes a step forward looks an awful like a step back. If you can remember the pain you had and it was worse than the pain you have..you've moved forward.
There's nothing wrong with you: If you can look back and see the tunnel you came out of instead of the one you're going in to..you've moved forward.
There's nothing wrong with you: If you're ok 23.5 hours of the day and down for the other half hour and you can remember when it was the complete opposite..you've moved forward.
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It takes a while to let go of all of that. Well, it does for me at least. Hang in there!!
Getting through things like this is like walking a spiral. You've come back to what seems like the same spot, but it is at a different level. You'll come back to it again, I think, but at yet another level. Eventually you'll get to such a distant level it won't get to you anymore except to observe that you have yet one new bit of understanding.
Hang in there.
Thanks guys. It just seems never ending. I thought I was past it. But sometimes things just pop back up in my life and it reminds me of how much pain I was in. I am so glad to be past it, but sometimes I kick myself for not getting out of it sooner. What happened to me!??!
I wish there was something I could do to help you. I do know that things will get better over time. You have every right to be upset and angry, and it'll pass eventually. Keep the faith and keep busy! :-)
There's nothing wrong with you:
Sometimes a step forward looks an awful like a step back. If you can remember the pain you had and it was worse than the pain you have..you've moved forward.
There's nothing wrong with you:
If you can look back and see the tunnel you came out of instead of the one you're going in to..you've moved forward.
There's nothing wrong with you:
If you're ok 23.5 hours of the day and down for the other half hour and you can remember when it was the complete opposite..you've moved forward.
There's nothing wrong with you.
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